Hurting me

Hurting Me

I may pretend I don't care

With what you do

But I'm pretty aware

Of everything you do

I have to pretend

To spare me

Because in the end

You're hurting me

(chorus)
The smile is just a façade
I don't want you to see what's going on inside
I don't wanna look vulnerable, not near you
I don't wanna show you how much my love grew

'Cause you'll only hurt me more

And I don't think I can take it anymore

I didn't mean what I said

No, my love isn't ovr like I said

I was only protect myself

Although I've guarded myself

My outside is strong and I'm lying

Since inside is weak and I'm crying

Would you look me in the eyes?

You were the one who stabbed me with the knife

(chorus)

Can you hear my silent crying?

Something inside me is dying

Can you see my invisible tears?

Can you notice that you made true my worst fear?

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

Hey people!! Even though I'm not in a Christmas spirit I won't be rude and don't wish you you all a merry Christmas. Merry Christmas and I wish you and your family to be very happy and get a lot of gifts :) To celebrate it, I made a parody of Justin Bieber's Mistletoe and I hope you like it :D
Warning: Don't read it if you're a Justin Bieber fan.

Mistletoe

It's the most beautiful time of the year
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer
I should be playing in the winter snow
But Imma be under the mistletoe.

The lyric of this song is so gay

And the screaming girls are a disgrace

'Cause I’m gay and you know

And Imma be under the mistletoe

With you, Johny, with you

With you, Greg with

With you, under the mistletoe

My a-hole is on fire

Nuts are exactly what I like
I should be hiding it of my folks
But I can’t keep it under control

Word on the streets Santa's coming tonight
Reindeer flying thru the sky so high
But I was naughty with Bob,you know
and  Imma be under the mistletoe.

With you, George with you     

With you, Rick with you

With you,under the mistletoe

With you, Lucas with you

With you, Ted with you

With you, under the mistletoe

Hey Love,the hot men followed a star

One of them conquered my heart

And it led me to a miracle

Hey Ross don’t you buy me nothing

‘Cause I am feeling one thing

Your lips on my lips

That’s a merry merry christmas

It’s the most beautiful time of the year

News fill the world that I’m such a queer

But that everyone already know

As I have consistently shown

I’ve always been gay

But only now I’ve started to embrace

I should be playing with some hoe

But Imma be under the mistletoe

 With you, Joe with you

With you, Nick with you

With you, under the mistletoe

With you, Kevin with you                  

With you, Franckie with you

With you, under the mistletoe

 

Kiss me underneath the mistletoe

Show me Max that you Love me so
oh oh oh oh
Kiss me underneath the mistletoe
Show me John that you love me so

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing to you

Hey!!! It's almost christmas,who's excited?? (not me) My nails look great,which is good,my hair doesn't look bad either,but just the thought of spending 5 hours + with my family and receiving almost no gifts (my beautiful family only gives gifts to the small children) - and the ones I receive could just go to garbage right away- doesn't let me be happy with my nails and hair. 
Talking about being happy, I'll say something about this lyric: I'm not depressed,ok?? I wrote it a few weeks ago and when I read it now I was like: OMFG, WTF was wrong with me??What a depressive train wreck!! But I got my shit together and I'm fine now (it's reflecting on my nails and hair). So, here's the lyric:

Nothing to you

Even though it hurts me to see it this way
Although sometimes you make it look like it isn't this way
I'm almost sure that the truth
Is that I mean nothing to you

The way you look at me

Makes it look like you care

But the way you act

Makes me wonder: how you dare?

You make me so confused

And my confusion makes you amused

Maybe that's the way you see me

Just a little toy that gives you some glee

(chorus)

It's sad but truth

I mean nothing to you

The saddest part is

You are everything to me

And the same way that for you I'm nothing

For me you're everything

Why did you make me believe

I meant something to you

As you go away, the scars you leave

Show that I like you more than I should

How could I be so stupid to believe

That you'd change for me

That I meant more than the other girls

But for you I mean nothing

Just like the other girls

(chorus) 

  

I miss you

Hey people!! What's up?? I know I haven't been around in a long time, I was just...well...I don't have an excuse :/ I was just not in the mood for posting, although I had written 509390848373473278 lyrics. here's one of them:

I miss you
 
I still remember the look in your eyes
When you saw me coming
I miss the way you'd smile
At the first sight of me coming

I remember you'd whisper in my ears to give me chills
I miss you whispering in my ears
Willing to give me chills

(chorus)
I remember all we had because I miss it
All I want to ask is: do you also miss it?
I miss everything we had
Can't we get it back?
I miss you
Do you miss me too?

I remember how you used to be eager to meet me
I miss how you used to be eager to meet
I remember the way you used to kiss me
I miss you kissing me

I miss the way you cared about me
I remember you used to care about me
With you is where I wanna be

(chorus)

Can you look straight in my eyes and say

that you don't miss the way i'd whisper in your ears

Willing to give you chills

That you don't remember when I wiped your tears

That I was the one who helped you climb that hill

Can you really say to me

That you don't remember being eager to meet me

That you don't remember smiling at me

And that you don't miss all of this?