First Post

Hey! This is my first post,yay!!I wrote the following lyric but I haven't named it yet. Hope you like it :D

You've hurted me so bad
Words are like knifes
And you threw a lot to me
Sadness and madness made me blind
All I wanted was to hate you
And I wouldn't let myself cry
I got so angry with what you said to me
That I refused to accept
How important you were to me
I said you're irrelevant to my life
But that's just not true
You were the best thing to me
But then again you've hurted me
And I can't apologize

Maybe I'm too proud to admit
I didn't want to accept this before
But now I've seen it
I wanted to turn my back to you
And ignore your presence in my life
But the truth is that I miss you
I want to put you back in my life
But what you did I can't apologize
Even though I miss you and it hurts
You hurted me more

When we fought
I kept my head up
I couldn't let that shake me
I avoid to realize
That I miss you
I just want to cry
Because I miss you
Though I can't forgive you
It breaks my heart
At least I'm letting myself feel
What I'm really feeling
Hope the time can heal
I won't swallow any cry anymore
But I wish you were here
To hug me and say it's alright

Maybe I'm too proud to admit
I didn't want to accept this before
But now I've seen it
I wanted to turn my back to you
And ignore your presence in my life
But the truth is that I miss you
I want to put you back in my life
But what you did I can't apologize
Even though I miss you and it hurts
You hurted me more

I avoid to think about our good moments
To think about what you would say
If you were here with me
But I can't avoid anymore
To feel what i'm feeling
I can't help myself
There's a moment when we have to put our heads down
And forget the proud
Is hard for me to say
I don't like to admit
But I miss you

Maybe I'm too proud to admit

I didn't want to accept this before
But now I've seen it
I wanted to turn my back to you
And ignore your presence in my life
But the truth is that I miss you
I want to put you back in my life
But what you did I can't apologize
Even though I miss you and it hurts
You hurted me more